What better sign could I ask for? I feel magical and my body is tingling. This night, this moon, the universe is speaking to me. The wind is blowing, it is calling for me, urging me to rise up, stand in my power and don’t doubt or negate what is coming.
This day was beautiful. I saw my pictures…while I’m not a fan on how I turned out, I still accept them and love me for me. I haven’t been sent them yet. I was waiting to write this but, at this point, I don’t think they are coming tonight. Some of the pictures are breathtaking and mean so much to me. My day just got better from there. We got to go out to eat and I took the kids for dessert at the mall and then we waited for the Supermoon. Unfortunately, we had to leave Charlie’s with only the moon big and bright.
That big and bright moon was shining down on me the entire drive home and it is no coincidence the songs that came on. I gave in and soaked it all in. When the universe is working hard in my favor, who am I to question being able to watch the beauty unfold? Don’t fight a good thing.
I wish I could share with you all the good I am feeling. I know a lot has changed but I am so very blessed that I am still me. My kids know who and how I am and even when they aren’t in my presence they know how loved they are. I am doing right by them. I may not have it all figured out yet, something that is important to me, something I gauge my parenting by, it proves that I am doing what I set out to do. We are going to be okay. More so because we have each other, our love for each other makes us rich.
I just want to be outside dancing around in this wind, calling out to the heavens. Giving my thanks to God, to the universe, accepting all that is meant for me. Instead I close my eyes and imagine I’m doing just that. I am more me than I’ve ever been. I know who I am. I know who and what I love. I know what I will fight for and what I believe in. I know that not everyone and everything is for me and I accept it for what it is.
My life, our life, it is coming together. The beautiful Supermoon is bringing winds of change… can you hear it howling? Take it all in, stop hesitating, now it is time to follow your heart. Life is too short to keep everything bottled up. Be happy… because the alternative sucks. Xo