I feel like I’m coming and going. I take a step forward and then one back. I get hood news and then bad, I think things are going my way to then find out maybe they aren’t. It is difficult not to be frustrated. I have wanted to throw my hands up more than once. So, I decided to do so. Not in anger but in praise. When I am not feeling peace, I pray for it 🙏.
These last couple of days I have been extremely hopeful and working towards a balance of accepting what is. Some twists and turns have me doubting myself and my intuition. Every single time I feel like that, I get a sign, reminding me to keep going. Ill be driving and the sky is painted in beautiful colors forcing me to revel in its beauty, to appreciate the moment and give thanks to up above.
This evening, I was in the middle of thanking God for my perfectly imperfect life when lights lit up the sky. They looked like fireworks but they didn’t disappear. They held their shape and light for quite a while. Just another sign that He is lighting me way as long as I trust in Him and don’t give up. I got chills and my heart felt a kind of full that it has been missing. I am so blessed to be in a place to recognize and acknowledge all if these signs. My angels work hard on my behalf.
The picture is becoming more clear. My dreams are staying after I wake and my manifestations are more focused. I am more intentional with my asks and in the way I pray, give thanks, etc. Now that I have found my way out of the darkness, I must be the light for others. Proof that if we are willing to choose ourselves, God will guide us through our healing.
I may have down days and that’s okay. There’s no rainbow without a little Raiyhn. I’m thankful for those too, they’ve helped me appreciate the good days so much more. When I’m lost, they help show me back to my happy place. I pray that things will work out how they are supposed to. I’m so ready. I’ll never give up though. At this point, I don’t think God would let me. He has invested too much into the woman I am to just walk away.
Let God invest in you, choose yourself. It is never too late to be who you were meant to be. Keep looking up and think of something you’re grateful for. Start small. One day at a time. Because… what do I say? It is the tortoise that wins the race, not the hare!