According to my Public Speaking professor, she said that when it comes to giving speeches and well approaching anything in life, I’ve got it… big, big time! She appreciates and encourages my introspection and honesty about who I am and how I feel. She gives validation to areas in my life that I am most critical of. Any case of right person, right time in my life.
I know I’ve been procrastinating and I’m still working on fixing that with some things but mostly I am forcing myself forward. I am doing what has to be done without excuses or hesitation. Except sleep, that still evades me. I’m getting so much better at cooking and love that my family enjoys eating what I make. I am proud to be the one my Nana can rely on to do what needs to be done. My speech is coming along and I am going to knock two PowerPoints out this week because I have to.
I have not finished something I promised would be done tomorrow to meet with my counselor again because of my stupid internet issues. I have to rush to fix that and so I can cross that task off my list.
Whew, I am not giving up, I refuse to lose momentum. I can stand back and evaluate where I am at, take note of the areas I am excelling and the ones that need more attention. I am standing in my power. I am better at communicating than I have ever been. Giving up on the false idea of perfection I had was one of the best things I did. I am more free, open to different and new things and able to accept and forgive my missteps.
Well, Nana and I have a super early doctor appointment and I have to find a way to get some sleep when I’m not tired at all…. this should be fun! I’ve got this. You’ve got it too. Just have to believe in yourself and never give up. Follow your intuition always. Xo