Songs have been speaking to me for days now. I swear, it is so incredible. Today I couldn’t stop smiling and singing along and telling God, that I hear him loud and clear.
You know, I’m not perfect and that’s okay. I can’t imagine how boring that would be. I like that I’m a little goofy, that when something is really funny I sometimes snort, that my hiccups sound like a frog ribbetting and so many other things that make me perfectly imperfect. The only things that matter are at my core. I’m genuine and real and do my best daily. What else can you ask for? I know that in time my life will look the way I dream it to be but it requires for me to put in this work, for me to be in the right heartspace and headspace to own and accept all of the wonderful things in store.
I had to run some errands and I was singing and dancing in the car. I’m smiling from ear to ear right now just thinking of it. I was alone so I could be as silly as I wanted and oh, I was! I had to play What A Man and Shoop multiple times…. listened to She’s So High, You Make It Real For Me, I can Love You Like That, Born to Fly, Limitless, Like I Do, Into the Night, Youngblood (aw, my little) and so many more. I love my Spotify….
Music speaks to my soul. The lyrics have a way of expressing emotions I struggle to put into words or try to avoid. I am grateful for the outlet.
On a separate note, my boy just went to check on my Nana and then surprised her with a hug. He’s so worried. I try not to think about it. I know I’ve got her, we’ve got her no matter what. It is hard to see your hero need assistance. She’ll always be our hero though. Anyways, that kind of sidetracked me. Love your people, people. Don’t wait, don’t hesitate. No amount of woulda, coulda, shoulda, can change the past. Follow your heart and nothing else. You’ll feel pain of course but, I don’t think you’ll ever be misguided.