I planned to go full speed ahead like I have the last few days. Then I talked to my mom and she told me that Nana had a great time just hanging out watching the Super Bowl with me yesterday. Now me going full speed, I can and should do that all of the time. Yet, time with my Nana, that is precious and I am so blessed to be able to soak in time right now. So, I decided to just sit and watch TV with her. We joked and enjoyed some good movies until our shows came on then we watched those. I made some steak for dinner and she followed up with locolicious (arroz con leche) for dessert… I ate the locolicious for dinner.
I did a few things today, definitely not as many planned but, I got time with Nana and that’s more important than anything that was on my list. Ending the day, I was worried that I might be buried in homework for the week and I lost a day but, thankfully that doesn’t look like the case. When we follow God’s lead, he rewards us. I was meant to enjoy my day with Nana and in return, my load isn’t as full as anticipated. I’d do anything for my Nana and I love that she loves my company. Me and the Raiyhn cuddled and watched shows with Nana…. it was a great day.
Tomorrow my focus returns. I like how motivated I am. I have a list of tasks to accomplish and people to call. I am one week down and 15 to go for school. Oh, I can’t wait for that number to dwindle down. I’ve noticed that I don’t feel empty anymore. I am missing pieces, don’t get me wrong but they aren’t holes they are extensions. I complete me. My pieces, they are add-ons, they make me better, they are the bells and whistles, they take me to a higher level than I can get on my own but, I am not lacking.
I am whole. I am complete. I am worthy. I am enough. I am confident. I am strong. I am determined. I am motivated. I am smart. I am kind. I am loving. I am giving. I am loyal. I am faithful. I am respectful. I am beautiful. I am fierce. I am unstoppable. I am forgiving. I am forgiven. I am a warrior. I am blessed. I am me.
Today I am a better version of me than yesterday and tomorrow ill be the best version of me to date. Building layer by layer, one step, one breath at a time. I am a diamond in the rough and I’m starting to shine…