Wow, time has been escaping me lately. I have been doing my best to keep up with the demands of my schoolwork and everything else I need to accomplish in my day. I am not sure I am at 100% but, I am definitely giving it 100%. I have been late on some assignments but, I am not pushing for an A. I am pretty sure I’ll get one, I’m pretty sure it would have been 100% had I not been late on any assignments but these classes have nothing to do with my major and so, I am giving myself a break. I know what I have waiting for me in the Spring Semester and so I am being easy on me right now. Reading the Film book is torture even thought I comprehend it, it just doesn’t interest me. The movies, oh my, so good! Tonight’s was Enola Holmes and again, I loved it!
There are only a few things in life you can’t be late for, and I’m late for everything, or so I thought. I think that I show up right when I’m meant to. There are many things I have been late doing but, knowing what I know now, I wouldn’t change a thing. Rushing into things will only cause you heartache. If you’re not ready, you can’t be everything that is required, no matter how hard you wish it to be so. Patience is a virtue and when the time is right, things will work out the way they are supposed to.
I was able to witness a beautiful moment this afternoon, one that provided an answer to a question I’ve been asking God. I understand how blessed I am to witness these brief moments in time. And, to be in a mindset that I can easily recognize them as they might even end up as core memories. I appreciate the slow pace of things and find myself fearing the rat race of business. I don’t know if I have it in me anymore. I am pursuing a career that will allow me to start my own business so that I may pick and choose how I want things done. I thought I wanted to conquer the industry, be the brand leader, but, I want to do something I am passionate about and make enough money to live the life that’s meant for me. I want to be home to cook family dinner and to have Sunday’s be family day with food, family and fun. I want to build a safe haven for pitties to live out their lives. I don’t have the desire to be a big shot, I just want to be surrounded by love. Another thing I seem to be late on…. but, it’s out of my control.
I believe that I’m on my way and these mountains I am climbing well, I’m going to reach the top soon. Now it’s just a matter of who’s going to be there with me.