I’m going to call it a night earlier than usual this evening. All these late night homework sessions are catching up to me and I’ve got other responsibilities to tend to right now that need me well rested and attentive. So, I plan on getting a good night’s rest… well, if I don’t get distracted.
I’m a little out of sorts, doing what feels good but doesn’t feel good at the same time. I wish I could elaborate but I’m still figuring it out myself. My head is a pile of mush but in a I’m going to come out of the storm with a clearer picture of what my next step looks like. My head and my heart are at odds and I have so many other things I am working to juggle.
Days are coming up too soon that I just want to skip and yet others that will forever be significant in my life. This crossroads is by far the hardest one yet. I’m doing my best to navigate each day in hopes that I am making the right decisions. As I said, my perspective has changed and things don’t look as they once did. I have some plans though that will set me on a course I can’t ever change. I’m a little nervous but so much more excited.
Anyways, I’m here, I’m well and getting shit done. Now, it’s off to bed for me. I’ll think of something more profound when I’m working on more hours of rest. Take each day as it comes and appreciate what you’ve been given. Know who you are, stand firmly on your own two feet and know that what’s for you will always find a way…. always. Sweetest of dreams to you.