I don’t have much to say. I’m kind of enjoying this quiet confidence than has come over me lately. I’ve had another blessed day and I couldn’t be more grateful!
We got the boy his books and picked up a few more school supplies for us. I checked on my school profile and something I was waiting on came through today again proving that when I know something is for me, even when I’m not sure how it’s going to work out in my favor, God has it covered. I am so relieved and now needing one more class this semester! What a great “problem” to have.
I have come into my own, in a way I can’t explain. I am completely in uncharted territory. Yet, I know everything is okay. I don’t have any yucky feelings, I’m not waiting for the ground beneath me to crumble, I am boldly walking in faith. It’s crazy to feel like this and for me to accept it instead of feeling guilty. God said to not lower myself for any reason, that I must stay the course and He would provide. At times it has not been easy but, I am staying the course. I think the destination might be changing too. I don’t know and at this point, I don’t care. I’m taking in this moment.
As I’ve said, I am a work in progress and I am making progress. I may not share everything but that’s because I’ve learned the hard way to keep things private. Haters are going to hate regardless but, they can hate me in general, they don’t need the specifics of my life. Me and mine, we are doing great. My heart is full and I’ve stayed the course.
We’ve got this. Together we will get through whatever comes our way just as we always have. We are a team. We are getting stronger every day. I love back to school routines and I’m excited for this fresh start. Classes were supposed to be posted tomorrow but, we’ve got them already…along with like a million books! Haha… Now my princess needs to get to school too! Soon enough.
Life is what you make of it. I’m living each day being true to myself and those I love. I am rolling with the punches and realizing I don’t have to answer to anyone right now except God. I am so ready for this Covid stuff to be over but until then, I will make the most of this time. I’m growing and healing and accepting the possibilities of tomorrow. Okay, now back to family time. See ya!