Yet another day and I’m feeling whole and content. Who would have thought this crazy overthinker, that never thought I was worthy of anything, could feel this great when my world is still a mess? It’s a testament to having blind faith in God. With Him, all things are possible! I am possible! The way I feel and think about myself, it’s possible, I’m living proof.
After running around so much this week, I decided to take it easy today. I knew that tonight was going to be hard for my Raiyhn. Last night stupid people started with their fireworks and she was a mess. And… as expected, to light is worse. My poor princess is shaking so bad, I am just cuddling her and reminding her that she is safe and we love her. That’s something I’ve needed these last few months and didn’t get it so, my baby girl… she is getting all my hugs and reassurance this evening.
I heard tonight is supposed to be a big night for manifestations. I think I may take my chances. There are a few things I can think of that my heart desires. If we don’t ask God, if we don’t perceive it, we prevent or delay us receiving it. Now that I can see what positive thinking can do with my transformation, I think my hopes and dreams are limitless.
I am excited for what my future holds. I can’t even imagine what it will look like in a year. I know there are going to be ups and downs, I know I’ve still got a lot to learn but, I never gave myself enough credit to get this far. I have to remind myself that everything I’ve been doing this far has been for me. I can’t get tripped up that other things have not fallen into place yet. I had to lay the foundation. I had to love myself to love others, to love my life, to be loved. I’m the key.
With that, please know I am in good spirits. God and my guardian Angel’s are working in my favor and I know everything will happen according to His plan. I just have to trust the process as I’ve been doing. But, right now, I have to go be with my baby and give her some much needed TLC. So, I wish you all a good night. See you here again tomorrow.