Whew… am I one tired Stephie. I of course couldn’t fall asleep last night and i had to be up super duper early to take my Uncle to his appointment. But, hey, I slept in the car while I waited. I was glad to be out of the house… I’m going a little stir crazy.
After his appointment we hung out with a friend to run some errands. In the afternoon we were able to treat ourselves to pedicures. Uncle Stevie wanted to get his feet done! I got a manicure and my eyebrows done as well. Man oh man did it feel good to treat myself. I was so relaxed, especially during my leg and feet rub. It was much needed to be out and do something for me. Still crazy with this Covid thing. At this point, I think it’s safe to say, I will never get used to this. I can’t wait for it to be over and for us to find out what the world had in store for us. It’s very obvious things won’t be the same but… it was time for change.
I got some sound words of advice and a much needed pick me up. Kind words from people that know who I am, and how hard I’ve worked to get where I’m at. Positive reassurance is just what the doctor ordered. There are so many things I’ve done or come accustomed to in my life that do not serve me or fit into what I want for myself. I am wading through uncharted territory, I’m not afraid of what’s ahead as much as I am of going to back to what I don’t want. I dislike change but, now change is comfort, change is proof that good is coming my way. That God had more in store than what I’ve left behind.
As you can tell, my spirits are up. The universe is working in my favor and I know July is going to be life changing. In what way? It’s too early to tell. All I know is, the closer I get to my true self, the less bullshit I can tolerate. I know I am not the only one in this world going through this right now. AND, that’s how I know that I’ll make it through. Others are journeying as well, we need guidance to ensure we reach our destination. I’m counting down until I turn into a butterfly. Until what’s in my heart comes to fruition. When everything in my world is right. It’s at my fingertips. I have to push ahead and let nothing get in my way. I’ve got this.
It was a good day. I was starting to feel guilty because I spent money on me instead of family but, I have to knock it off. Miah was so happy that I was going to go do something for me. I felt good because I got pampered so, in the end, the little I did made us both happy and I feel super beautiful right now. That my friend, is priceless!