Haha…. I wish you could see me right now, see the huge smile on my face and the strong sense of self I am feeling. I have been in a great mood today and I’m going to end it that way as well. I never knew I could feel this way, or maybe I did and forgot…but, please let’s never forget again.
I was driving into town earlier and feeling like a million bucks, like those women that look so put together. So, I had to think, I haven’t physically done much different so, why do I look better? I think it’s because what I feel on the inside is starting to show on the outside. I always see women that look so fresh even though they’ve been running around all day and I’ve been envious. Now I see, they are not envious people, they are people that love themselves, that take care and pride and it shows. As I got ready today, I was happy and feeling great, I was talking to God and taking joy in getting me all dressed up…for me! I looked beautiful today for me! For that, God showed me that I am the woman that looks put together. I am very grateful.
My thoughts are more clear and therefore I am able to communicate effectively. I don’t have to say um as much when I am speaking the truth, when I am being my authentic self. I like being real and honest. I like who I am becoming. Trust the process right?
I went out today, like actually went out and it was kind of normal but also not. We went to eat and had to wear masks until we got seated. People weren’t walking around everywhere, it was very methodical. It’s crazy that right now this is the new normal.But, I don’t think this is how things are going to be forever. I think that the way we were living wasn’t working. I think that this is the world’s opportunity for a fresh start and when it’s time, we are going to find a way to do things better, be better. That’s what I am looking forward to. Just like Earth, I have been healing and evolving during this time. So, the earth is getting stronger and so am I. Watch out everyone, we are coming for ya!
I don’t know what tomorrow holds, but, I rocked today. I loved myself inside and out. I learned how important I am to my people, and more impressively, to myself. I can’t continue this without the confidence I am finding. I am so proud of the woman I am and grateful for the lessons I have learned. I am going to end this day feeling fantastic. Yay Stephie!