I’m invincible, unbreakable, unstoppable, unshakable, they knock me down and I get up again, I am the Champion! They’re going to know my name, can’t hurt me now, I can’t feel the pain, I was made for this, I was born to win, I am the Champion! I seriously love this song! Right now, it is taking on a new meaning, when I first heart it, I was feeling defeated and lost and this song made me feel angry, angry that you didn’t know who you were dealing with, that you didn’t believe in me, for where I was in life. God has been working in my favor, laboriously working to align things for me and I was only asked to believe without question and although sometimes my hope faltered, I quickly got myself back on track. This song represents the light, proof that I am out of the dark and in the light, it bears my strength and courage to do this alone. It’s my anthem, I was made for this, I was born to win, and I’m ready to bask in the light because I’ve been standing in the dark for far too long.
I have an overwhelming sense of excitement, of new beginnings and opportunities being lined up for me. I have been asking for direction and because I am paying attention to the signs, I picked up on what God was showing me. I was wondering if I should start my own business or find a job doing what I am amazing at, struggling because I wanted to make the money that I deserve for my experience. I found that job, I applied today and I know God is hard at work to make it happen. This job will allow me to excel at what I am great at, pay me what I deserve, and will change my life, I will still have time and now the means to be able to start my own side business or perhaps just do things as a hobby because I won’t need the money. Oh my goodness! I know this job is for me, I know it is mine, I am speaking it into existence. This is going to happen for me. I can see myself there.
My heart has been full all day, this positive aura all around me and I am more sure about myself than I have ever been. That job will make my stars align and it will be all good from there. This is what I was being prepared for. I was forced to trust in something I couldn’t see and placed on this path so that when this all emerged I would be in the right place to accept all that is coming my way. Can you feel it? Oh my goodness, oh my goodness, oh my goodness! Good things do happen, you just have to believe. I have been praying so much and talking to God and my angels in heaven and manifesting what I want, trying to differentiate between what I want and what I need to be happy and to push out the bad thoughts when they come. It’s trying but, so very worth it to have the clarity I am experiencing at this moment. I know that I am going to be okay, I know that everything is going to work out for me. I am worthy of all the good that is coming my way, I put in the work, I fought with, accepted and understood my demons. This feeling is euphoric, I’m so happy.
I once was blind but now I see… it’s so true. I see what loving me can do for my life, how it can change me in a way that gave me hope for a bright future. I am a better person. I am coming out of this on top. Taking the time to get in touch with myself has shown me that I am more connected to the universe, vibrations, etc, way more than I could have ever imagined. My gut has always been a strong indicator of things but, now I can feel like I never have. It’s empowering and something I may need to look into further but, right now I need to focus on what I am doing. Small steps. The fact that I am trying and not giving up is already a victory for me. Did you ever think I would get here? Did you ever think I could be whole all by myself? That my love for me could be enough? Wow, just wow! My life is changing, I am changing and I’m ready for the next step. I have waited for so long find a glimpse of the woman I wanted to become and I am so close I can taste it.
I am grateful for this journey, I am grateful for everyone that loves and supports me, I am even grateful to those that hurt me because all of it has made me who I am today. I am a fighter, I may fall but, I will always get back up, I may doubt myself but I believe in the good of people, no one can take this away from me. I did this, I am doing this, and I will keep going. This is a lifestyle change. It’s like losing weight (which I am working on too), you can’t just go on a diet and then stop and expect everything to stay the same. It is a commitment that I chose to keep to myself to remain happy and positive, to keep manifesting what I want into my life, to always speak to God and be grateful for where I am at and what it took for me to get here. I love myself! I think I may be able to come out of my cocoon soon, what do you think?
I’m still desperately seeking Stephie but I am getting closer every day, you don’t want to miss this…. you may regret it. May the sun continue to shine down on me.