How sappy am I becoming? I feel like I keep saying the same thing over and over again but, I’m going to keep saying it. It’s the complete opposite of the whoa is me that I lived in every day for the longest time. Now it seems like everything is coming together. The more gratitude I have, the more wonderful things keep coming my way. And let me tell you, I’m accepting them all with open arms.
Now please, don’t get me wrong. My life was not horrible prior to all of this, actually, it was pretty much perfect for me for the most part. I was what was wrong. I had an amazing little family and they all loved me for who I was, I was the only one that didn’t love me. My unwillingness to take time for me caused issues that didn’t need to be there and for me to bury my head in the sand on others. Things were not perfect but, I know that we were perfect for each other. That’s my puzzle, with all the pieces. I was just on the outside looking in a lot of the time instead of being part of it.
Okay, let’s channel the good vibes. Today some things just aligned without me doing anything. Things that I have been trying to figure out how I was going to do it, just kind of happened. I had a great day with my family taking care of my Nana. We laughed and talked and enjoyed each other’s company.
The tarot readers on TikTok continue to be spot on, it’s like they are right here with me. It’s the reassurance I need to continue in the direction I am going without hesitation. I know that nothing is set in stone and things are subject to interpretation but I am positive that everything I’ve ever wanted is going to be surpassed with what God is working on for me. How incredible is that? All you have to do is believe.
I am blessed beyond measure at the moment. I know tomorrow may be a different story but, I figure if I start the day with my tank full, I can afford to accept a bad day here and there. My visions for the future don’t seem so far off anymore. It always felt like everything I wanted was so far away but, now I’m in arm’s reach. I have not stopped praying or talking to God, I have not stopped my affirmations or manifestations. I am well aware that I can never stop what I am doing. My attitude of gratitude will keep me in God’s favor and I will receive the blessings He has for me. Before I used to think all of this would be too much work and that I didn’t have what it took. I was wrong and I am so glad I was. Being happy was meant for me, having good things come into my life is what God had planned.
I am definitely a work on progress but, now when I say I am desperately seeking Stephie – I don’t feel as desperate. I’m comfy in this cocoon, putting in the work. I’ll be ready when it’s time to emerge as a butterfly. I look forward to having you be there too.
Too blessed to be stressed. ❤