So, I’ve been on TikTok lately and there has been a lot of tarot readers on my feed and they all pretty much say the same things leading me to believe that what they are saying is correct. They keep telling me to pray on and manifest what I want. They say that good things are coming my way and using this time to get myself right is exactly what I should be doing. That I am in a season of change and this year is going to be my year.
They are so right! So right! I am going through stuff right now, stuff that I rather not talk about, stuff that I am praying feverishly about and yet, I know that God’s working in my favor. I have to keep positive. I slip here and there, don’t get me wrong but, I know He is watching out for me. Every day, I love myself more and prove my strength. I am controlling my impulses to binge eat and therefore, the number on the scale is getting smaller…. not by much but it is something. I am listening to my worship music and feel a sense of peace.
I’m not a fool. I know that I am not out of the woods, I know that I may not get everything I want but for the first time in my life, I believe with all of me that I deserve it all. To me, that’s already a victory. I will keep my faith, I will remain positive and believing it so that I will receive it. I don’t have time for negativity, only positive vibes these days.
I hope one day this page will help others, this journey I’m on is incredible. I’m anxious to see the Stephie that rises from the ashes but right now, I am honestly so grateful to be able to on this road to self discovery.
I am inspired and full of love. Yay me!